INTO MIND



What’s in my mind?



Is it a doubt?
No its not a doubt. I think it is a way to force me, to make more efforts, so that I will be able to have belief in myself.

Is it fear?
No its not FEAR. I think it’s a strong energy that is directing me, either to avoid or to overcome things that can badly hurt my inner self, for ever.

Is it anxiety?
No, not anxiety, it’s just a projection of the mistakes of my past life, screaming at me to remember these mistakes. And not to repeat ever again.

Is it depression?
No, not at all. They are just signs that I have not being living my life by myself. Depression is a mouth that tells me to live my life by my standards not according to other people.

Is it loneliness?
I have a lot of friends. No this cannot be loneliness. It’s just another way to tell that something that is important, which is needed, is missing. Loneliness forces me to make efforts to have it.

Is it panic?
No its not panic its just an alarm, how horrible things might turn to if not taken care.

What exactly are these different things in my mind?
NO, I think these are not different things. I don’t see it as different things.
It’s just one thing transforming into another, deep within in my soul. These things are not in my mind, they are in my soul.
My mind is just manipulating them one by one, just an attempt to understand the meaning and importance of these irrational feelings that we have.

Turns out my mind is empty, only the soul is clouded.

Comments

  1. akashninave31 December 2019 at 05:52

    comments are welcomed

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  2. Unknown22 January 2020 at 09:58

    Nice , but why are u thinking so much. U r my proud u recognize your self

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  3. !nquisitour2 April 2020 at 02:32

    Maybe, turns out that soul is empty and mind is clouded..

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