I AM SORRY!!

                                                      I AM SORRY

I am sorry…….. I forced you to choose a different path
I was so much worried for your FUTURE
I am sorry……. I made you introvert                                                
I wanted to make sure that nothing hurts you.
I am sorry….. I made you anti-social
I didn’t wanted you to lose confidence in yourself because of stupid people
I am sorry……. I never allowed you to face the reality
I was so much afraid that you could not bear it
I am sorry……I filled your mind with dreams
I just wanted to make sure that your life should have a purpose
I am sorry……. I told you all is well
I just wanted you to happy
I am sorry…….. I told you to not to show your true self
I was afraid that people will judge you
I am sorry……. I blamed you every time for all mistakes
I just wanted you to be perfect
I am sorry…….. I took away your courage
I didn’t wanted you to get stuck up in a stupid act
I am sorry…….. I gave you too much freedom
I thought you might escape your current situation.
I am sorry………I always told you to have hope
I wanted you to believe that tomorrow will be better
I am sorry……… I killed your inner self
I just wanted you to be at peace.
I am sorry …….
Because I just realised that none of the above was necessary!!!!!

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