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A letter to God.

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Dear god, Thanks for this life. Thanks for my name. Thanks for my identity. Born I was, in arms of my mother. Under wings of my father. Raised up with abundant love. In a happy place. In a happy home. Time went by, and so did childhood. Got introduced to this world Away from home. Away from my mother, Away from my father. In an alien ground, Unaware of what the world really was. I took Parental love for granted. I expected others to love me the same. I got cheated and hurt. Abandoned and discarded. Ignored and vulnerable. Left out and wounded. I lost faith in humanity. Dear God, it was this time when I came to your door. Surrendered myself to you. I cried, begged, plead. Kept knocking your door. To let me in. Away from this misery, away from this suffering. U never to respond. I visited your home, your temple. Told you everything Ur stone statue kept looking at me, with a smile. A smile that doesn’t change. No matter what i say. No matter what I express. you kept smiling. and, I lost f...

Free Will

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Free-will. Free will is a debatable topic. Do we really have any free will? Do we really make a choice? We are what we choose to be! But, are we really free to choose whatever we want? Do we make a choice based on what we desire? or what situations compel us to do? Trapped in a loop of cause and effect. Does freedom really exist? Are you really with the person you choose to be? Or are you with the person you felt is right to survive the situation? Are you really doing the job you wanted to? Or are you just trapped into providing your loved ones' financial needs? Are you really happy and satisfied with whatever you have, or do you lie to yourself to sleep? If we have free will, why is our life not aligned as per our choices? What is the problem? Where are we going wrong? Confused and lost. In despair and frustration. Trying to keep the sanity alive. Desperately looking for a way out, only to sink deeper in the confusion. Is there any way out? We are born, we go through schooling, gr...

Free Will

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 Free-will Free will is a debatable topic. Do we really have any free will? Do we really make a choice? We are what we choose to be! But, are we really free to choose whatever we want? Do we make a choice based on what we desire? or what situations compel us to do? Trapped in a loop of cause and effect. Does freedom really exist? Are you really with the person you choose to be? Or are you with the person you felt is right to survive the situation? Are you really doing the job you wanted to? Or are you just trapped into providing your loved ones' financial needs? Are you really happy and satisfied with whatever you have, or do you lie to yourself to sleep? If we have free will, why is our life not aligned as per our choices? What is the problem? Where are we going wrong? Confused and lost. In despair and frustration. Trying to keep the sanity alive. Desperately looking for a way out, only to sink deeper in the confusion. Is there any way out? We are born, we go through schooling, gr...

Purpose

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Purpose Time is crucial. Once a day is gone, it's not going to come back, and sadly, I have to admit that I didn’t make the most of the time given to me so far. I have wasted my time. Not just me, I would say most of us have no idea what we are doing. Just following norms, doing our jobs, and one day our hair will turn white, our skin will shrink, only to realize that everything is coming to an end. Is it not important to make the best of whatever we have right now? This universe is magnificent, and life and time here are borrowed. One day we have to give up this body and life back to the source. Life that is given to us is precious. Our body is precious. The universe has invested a lot of effort and resources to provide us with this body. Made of five elements, dependent on the entire solar system: sun, moon, and the five planets. The union of spirit with matter is what breathes life into us, empowering us to live and experience. Our ancestors said that our fates are tied to plane...

Purpose.

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Purpose Time is crucial. Once a day is gone, it's not going to come back, and sadly, I have to admit that I didn’t make the most of the time given to me so far. I have wasted my time. Not just me, I would say most of us have no idea what we are doing. Just following norms, doing our jobs, and one day our hair will turn white, our skin will shrink, only to realize that everything is coming to an end. Is it not important to make the best of whatever we have right now? This universe is magnificent, and life and time here are borrowed. One day we have to give up this body and life back to the source. Life that is given to us is precious. Our body is precious. The universe has invested a lot of effort and resources to provide us with this body. Made of five elements, dependent on the entire solar system: sun, moon, and the five planets. The union of spirit with matter is what breathes life into us, empowering us to live and experience. Our ancestors said that our fates are tied to plane...

Bramha's Creation.

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  Creation. Note :- This is inspired purely from philosophical and mythical ground and not on scientific notions. The following post is purely meant to understand the primal cause with means of absurd symbolism and metaphoric interpretation. Under no means it claims to be true. 10/06/1995. Today I am 29 years old and I have a identity. My name is my identity. However I do not  recognize myself by my name, as a matter fact my identity is defined by my experience. There is a cloud of emotions, experience, memories which gives me a hint of my individuality. My identity is reflected deep with in my memories.  But is it who truly I am. ? who am I anyway ? what defines me ? this body goes on a continues change, from birth to death, my face changes, my body shape changes, nothing is permanent. I got manifested in flesh and bones and will turn to dirt again someday. Is this all about me ? is this is all life is about ?  Between life and death lies my entire existence? my ent...

HUNT.

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In the same way that the ancient Hindu scriptures tell tales of vast knowledge and wisdom, such as the Vedas, or how Greek thinkers sought truth and understanding, there's a vast treasure of knowledge from long ago. Much of this is now scattered and lost, reminding us of the lost city of Dwarka from Hindu lore or the elusive Atlantis from Greek tales. Like Arjuna in the Bhagavad Gita, standing confused on the battlefield, we too often find ourselves lost in the midst of incomplete knowledge. We're searching for clarity, for that guiding voice like Krishna's to show us the way. The old Greek philosophers, like Socrates, also had questions. They'd gather in places like the Agora and debate, hoping to piece together a clearer picture of the world. Today, we're on a similar quest. We might not have chariots or ancient Agoras, but we have stories, writings, and a burning curiosity. Can we, using what we've learned, reclaim that lost wisdom? This journey is like the q...