DESMOND

Dear god, Thanks for this life. Thanks for my name. Thanks for my identity. Born I was, in arms of my mother. Under wings of my father. Raised up with abundant love. In a happy place. In a happy home. Time went by, and so did childhood. Got introduced to this world Away from home. Away from my mother, Away from my father. In an alien ground, Unaware of what the world really was. I took Parental love for granted. I expected others to love me the same. I got cheated and hurt. Abandoned and discarded. Ignored and vulnerable. Left out and wounded. I lost faith in humanity. Dear God, it was this time when I came to your door. Surrendered myself to you. I cried, begged, plead. Kept knocking your door. To let me in. Away from this misery, away from this suffering. U never to respond. I visited your home, your temple. Told you everything Ur stone statue kept looking at me, with a smile. A smile that doesn’t change. No matter what i say. No matter what I express. you kept smiling. and, I lost f...

Free-will. Free will is a debatable topic. Do we really have any free will? Do we really make a choice? We are what we choose to be! But, are we really free to choose whatever we want? Do we make a choice based on what we desire? or what situations compel us to do? Trapped in a loop of cause and effect. Does freedom really exist? Are you really with the person you choose to be? Or are you with the person you felt is right to survive the situation? Are you really doing the job you wanted to? Or are you just trapped into providing your loved ones' financial needs? Are you really happy and satisfied with whatever you have, or do you lie to yourself to sleep? If we have free will, why is our life not aligned as per our choices? What is the problem? Where are we going wrong? Confused and lost. In despair and frustration. Trying to keep the sanity alive. Desperately looking for a way out, only to sink deeper in the confusion. Is there any way out? We are born, we go through schooling, gr...

 Free-will Free will is a debatable topic. Do we really have any free will? Do we really make a choice? We are what we choose to be! But, are we really free to choose whatever we want? Do we make a choice based on what we desire? or what situations compel us to do? Trapped in a loop of cause and effect. Does freedom really exist? Are you really with the person you choose to be? Or are you with the person you felt is right to survive the situation? Are you really doing the job you wanted to? Or are you just trapped into providing your loved ones' financial needs? Are you really happy and satisfied with whatever you have, or do you lie to yourself to sleep? If we have free will, why is our life not aligned as per our choices? What is the problem? Where are we going wrong? Confused and lost. In despair and frustration. Trying to keep the sanity alive. Desperately looking for a way out, only to sink deeper in the confusion. Is there any way out? We are born, we go through schooling, gr...