THAT ONE REASON
THAT ONE REASON 4 long years…….but besides the all crazy, happy memories all I could clearly remember that every time I was so much alien and was in constant fear. Well I am no rapist not a murderer either but all this time I felt like….with them. I always used to think, ”what was the fault in me????” yeah I thought I was guilty and I must be doing something wrong. I never blamed other…never instated I just took the responsibility of everything. Tried everything for 4 years to join my brotherhood but no matter what every time I felt like a outsider, an alien. But there was just one reason. I tried so much to ignore this reason. It felt like it was just in my mind. Why???????? Maybe I was so much afraid of change. Maybe I still wanted to mingle with people ignoring the facts just to be happy. Maybe I didn’t wanted to lose faith in myself. maybe I didn't had that guts...
